实习中

进入实习场地，这是个殡葬业场地。

快乐进入，快乐离开，有始有终，不错！

8月就毕业了，离开了，出社会了！

我也打算进入殡葬业这行了，祝福我！

大三了

114个学分了，接下来剩这个学期的论文和实习，今年9月结束大学生涯。
应该说什么，转过头跟别人说：“拜拜，还没毕业的人，我先走了”？还是说：“你们加油，我先去送死了？”。

大概前个学期，创作老师问起最近是否还在坚持创作这一行，我想起在最后一趟她的课交上的功课，题目是：“我没有才华”的一篇散文。想想那边散文留下我不少的眼泪。

好像再更早前，一位词选的老师问起我们手写日记的习惯，想说将来出名了手写日记也是一本可以刊登的书。

基础班的时候，也谈起日记是锻炼文笔最好的练习。

该紧张了，我，是时候了
多久没写日记了？这网页，该清掉青苔了。

虽说这学期没有上课，这是我完美策划后的结果，当然也感恩没有出意外，但是我最大的工作就是论文了。论文，怎么写？我还真的不知道为什么上学第一部分可以A-，大概他也乱来的。

论文，论文，论文
啊！不要提醒我！

开学的第一天，是累死的，也不奇怪，小学时的妈妈，中学时的妈妈，开学日都让她们忙到忘了吃饭。我干了啥？注册科目，还书（罚了钱），找实习地点。最后一个最累了吧，结束了走回家的那条路，太阳的照射早就让我身体熟透了。

明天写论文吧？好！
我与明天的约定。

心理学功课

Introduction to Psychology
我的课程表竟然有这科！！！！！！！
每个星期都有个功课就是写blog！！！
开了个新blog， wordpress!
https://jiyunlifestyle.wordpress.com/

当然是心理学功课所以是写英语的，我自己本人是没有什么负担不过看的人或许有很多负担因为有很多broken english.。我还是shared 吧！上个星期是写什么为什么拿心理学然后在课上体验是怎样滴而这个星期就是special moment！原谅我的broken english，我好久没用英文了！

First met with Harith Iskander

Firstly, I need to mention about this week Psychology’s work, I am not really understand about writing special event from psychology perspectives, so in this work I will only share my memorable event.

I have so many special events but I just choose recent one.

Harith Iskander, a Malaysia comedian. I am quite surprised that none of my friends and family members are interested on him. I know him since I was a child, I know he is a comedian but do not take notice on him but there’s one day I saw a video about he talks about CSI. The way he tells joke its not only about speaking out words, his moves, the background music, and make out sound with his own mouth make me admire him. Maybe his jokes its not funny for other country of people because different country will have different jokes but as a Malaysian, I understand his jokes and make me laugh. Because of this, I am quite happy I am a Malaysian. We have such a so funny comedian in our country and tells the jokes that will only Malaysian will understand.

Speaking about meeting him, there was a event called Rendezvous, organised by Accounting Society. They had invited Harith Iskander to share his experienced on working and the turn of his life —— how he becomes a comedian. One of the community member is my friend, so I asked for the ticket just online, quite good, I do not need to walk to Block K and register. Harith Iskander appear in second session on 9.30pm. He walks to the stage, people under stage cheered for him. He was just appeared infront of the audience. For me, its so unreal because I always watch him on a computer screen but that time was a real living person just appeared and I saw him with my own eyes. He shared his life experienced with us and also see through the Malaysia education system. I remember he said he had done for a assignment and he worked very hard searching for information and used quotes but his lecturer only gave him 64 marks out of 100. He was not happy and consulted the lecturer and the lecturer said his assignment was good but the thing is he did not write about his own thinking on it. He replied to his lecturer and said:”Hey, I am Malaysian, I don’t think!”. It was funny to me but this is true, the primary and secondary education system does not teach student to think. The answer is already prepared for student to memorize and all the students will write a same correct answer and pass the test.

He said he is not a natural funny person, his first job is working on a advertising company. He starts to complain about the job and he realize he does not like the job and want to change. He wrote a resign letter and gave to his boss. His boss asked him:” where you wanna go?” but Harith is only said:” I don’t know”. Its seem quite impetuous for this act but this is how his life changes.When he decides to start comedy show, he did a lot of work to make his talks interesting. This is how he succeed his dream. There was somebody who is talented and a gifted from God but somebody aren’t but the talent can be trained only by effort. I learn this lesson from him. I have a dream and I will succeed one day.

He said he had met a couple who is well-being. Its a long story and I don’t think want shared it but in conclusion he said:” No matter how Malaysia is going on, the most important thing is how the Malaysian behave”. I agree too, the country does not make who we are, no matter how Malaysia is going into wealthy country or poor country, the most important thing is we as a Malaysian will make it right, make ourselves a good person. There was a Q&A session and one of the audience asked for his biggest wish, he said:” I want to make other country of people to have first impression about Malaysia is comedy” .What a big wish! I hope my idol, Harith Iskander achieves his dream and I can achieve mine to meet you again.

In conclusion, meeting own idol its never been easy. I am happy in my whole life I have met Harith Iskander, the most funniest people in the world. I will remember the message that you have shared with me, I hope you can achieve your dream, Goodbye! Mr. Harith Iskander! Hope to see you next time!

两日记

离开Westlake的日子

上个学期去过洁莹宿舍觉得很漂亮就决定搬去那里住，我的合约早就过期了所以可以拿回deposit。搬家的事我在假期也烦了一阵子，因为我东西太多不知道该怎么搬。搬家那天，伟进也来帮忙，两回就已经搬完还蛮快我本来以为会有三，四回。上完了课，我骑最后一次的脚车去new town买了鸡饭做午餐。吃饱后就开始“搬家运动”。搬完了后也就整理东西，算了算，搬家和整理花了三个小时。新环境很干净至少不是走几步就会让脚底黑掉的地板。我租了Master Room，有了自己的厕所还有最重要的有冷气，但其实风扇5号已经可以满足我了。如果我喜欢了也习惯了后也许会住多一年就算房间起价，我也不想半年后又搬一次家的，快累死，至少辛苦点不能随时出门了。和洁莹去了Tesco买食材就回到宿舍休息至隔天，结束当天所有的该做的事。

新月

缴了Van的车前和煤气前发现这个月已经花了好多，过后还会有个Unifi要缴，这个月在家吃了。其实这里没有wifi，那个wifi是室友另外签约得到的。

回忆之前单身但还是住在westlake的日子，感觉上其实跟现在好像差不多。单身的时候，我也曾回忆过希望有个某国王室的儿子能到郊外打猎而见到住在那里的高塔的我，带我离开那个只有我一个人的地方。很开心我实现这个心愿但现在这个心愿又开始出现了。伟进并没有和我一起搬来再加上我没车不能说见面就见面，我好像是位被母后拒绝了我们的婚约而被隔离的悲惨命运的公主。我又再一次在一座高塔上，但这一次我是希望有位勇士或是仆人带我到我未婚夫那里。

有Van可以到new town，我是可以从new town 走路到westlake，哪天我会带着我的便当篮子和一些衣物乘坐护送高塔附近的平民百姓的马车，到未婚夫那里和他有个快乐的重逢和野餐。在一起时间虽然短暂但总比相思在两处那样来的悲惨。

成绩出炉啦！

2017/5/25
成绩照约定的时间......迟出了，因为太迟了原本以为是明天出的结果朋友圈那里传来说出了。每次看成绩都特别紧张再加上这个学期是6科，压力超大。我慢慢滑下上成绩一科一科慢慢的看，终于!!!我都及格了，不可思议的!还有，没自信的科目还可以拿B!!天助我也! 虽然没有少过2.0不过下个学期我还是想不要那么痛苦拿6科，延期毕业吧!让自己的人生快乐点，轻松点了。

和伟进I City之旅

早上，伟进从Sungai Buloh
来到了巴生来吃肉骨茶。吃完后，我说我想练习驾车，他让我驾他的车在Bukit Kuda那里练习因为那里没什么车。到了后，我发现都没人上课，下了车才发现原来是庆祝教师节的日子。伟进第一次见过女校。走进学校遇到一恩的妹妹的一思。学校和我离开的时候还是一样不过多了几个我没见过的设施。真可惜这些设施没在我离开前建起。在离放学还有一段时间的时候，因为怕多车就先离开。到家后，
我们打算去哪里玩不过想不出，随后妈打电话催我回家打扫，在打扫这段时间想好要去哪里。我打扫完后还是没想到，伟进没接电话的期间和恶姐Facetime。回电话，伟进说要回家送肉骨茶给他的哥哥，为了方便我就先跟他回家再出去玩。到了Highway,他在路旁边停了车教我驾highway，还好没出什么大事。到他家后我就累了跑去睡觉。睡醒就吃了他煮给我的wedges,分量不多所以其实不饱。我提议去I city毕竟他没去过而我也好久没去了再加上天黑的I city最漂亮了!从Sungai Buloh回巴生本来就会花一些时间，再加上赛车和走错路，我们到I city已经接近9点。我们参观了I City，我也不知道原来已经变游乐园了。那里的摩天轮总是很吸引人，在highway经过总是和漂亮。我原本是肚子饿要吃东西可是看到那么漂亮就提议要去看看。乘坐费用是一个人RM10，再加买卡是RM10。其实我觉得很贵不过他也爽快答应了。摩天轮体验其实蛮不错我也没试过晚上坐那么高的摩天轮。看夜景，我们就这样看夜景。下来摩天轮我们到处看看I City其他的设备。我其实很想玩可是伟进说他需要做心里准备，在还没准备之前他不要坐。哈哈哈哈哈，可爱哦!下次的游玩一定会有的游乐园了。参观结束也肚子饿了，我们就去吃唯一一间有开的餐厅那就是KFC。吃完已经接近11点，我们都不知道我们已经完那么久了。Parking fees竟然有RM9根本就是KL的价钱了，真夸张!伟进也没说什么，说久久一次不要紧，当然这些钱我都有付一半的钱给他，至于油费和TOL我送他些礼物当作赔偿他吧!洗完澡躺在床没知道他回家我心里不安，又是我让他到I City玩了那么久。发了简讯，他回我已经到家我才安心。大姐劝我以后不要让他载来载去虽然他可能不觉得怎样可是他的父母会觉得怎样，我发了道歉简讯跟他道歉并且跟他说声晚安。今天的游玩就此结束了!

《望夫妾》 学校唐诗创作功课

《望夫妾》

寒灰朽木魂一去

平平仄仄平平仄

妾女黄叶借素裘

仄仄平平仄仄平

望燕如知归己殿

仄仄平平平仄仄

心愁不去梦夫求

平平仄仄仄平平

七绝平起首句不押韵
　　　　　　　　

押裘、求韵 下平声 十一尤

这首诗是写等待丈夫回家的妾。这名妾女是不被公告于世的妾女所以在丈夫死掉了后也不知情，一直在小屋里等待丈夫回家。“寒灰”是运用了典故，指丈夫已经死了很久，尸体都已经慢慢腐烂成泥土。“朽木”，丈夫的棺材随着时间的长埋慢慢腐烂变成烂木头。“魂一去”，丈夫的灵魂早已离开身体投胎去了。第一句主要表达丈夫死了很久，尸体都成泥，棺材的木材都已经腐烂，就连灵魂也是离开身体很久了。“妾女”，丈夫另个不被公告于世的女人。“黄叶”，指的是秋天。“借素裘”，向别人借了白色的裘。这句的语义是妾女在秋天向人借白色的裘。裘，是古人冬天的衣服。这句表示妾女的内心是已经心灰意冷了，冷的得穿点裘保暖。一年又一年没等到丈夫的消息，可是妾女又不能向丈夫的原配或是家人知道消息，因为这样就会曝露丈夫在外面有小老婆的事情。妾女和丈夫的这段关系是私密的。时间过了很久，心里着急的感觉慢慢变淡，转换着心灰意冷的感觉。虽然外面季节是秋天可是内心早已是冬天。“借”字，妾女过着不是很富有的生活，身家不好自己买不起裘所以只能向人借。这或许丈夫不愿意把他们的关系公开于世的关系。“素”是白色，不艳丽的颜色。这句表示妾女在穿着上非常警惕。她自认为如果穿了太鲜艳的颜色的衣服，别人会开始注意她并能透过衣服看出她内心正为一段私密的爱情悲伤。“望燕如知归己殿”，燕子有回到旧巢的习性所以这句表示妾女希望那天丈夫能像燕子那样知道回家的路，回到她身边。另个层次也能说是丈夫如果知道回家的路，就赶紧回来吧。“殿”字，妾女一直侍奉丈夫为皇上那样，唯有殿才是皇上应该回到的地方。“心愁不去梦夫求”

这句表示妾女心愁，就连晚上都梦不到丈夫还得求天，让她晚上睡觉能梦到丈夫。“梦夫求”，妾女已经在白天见不到丈夫，所以求上天至少让她在晚上睡觉的时候能梦到丈夫就好了。