辞职后的假期

28号那天是最后一天工作日子，我记得那天简直乱了套因为实在太没有心工作了。
29号开始假期的生活，真的觉得很久没有星期六日放假，进了星洲，假期是星期二、三实在很难约出来。

星期一，我到一家公司面试，bukit jalil 实在很远，可是公司还算新，而且感觉很多东西可以学，薪水不错而且也让我四月开工，回家后就回复答应了。

星期四就到金宝和男朋友一起住，现在好像突然后悔自己找了工，在这里过得太快乐了！
无忧无虑，也开始学了日语，虽然我会很想可以快点学会，但是不管怎么样，是没有东西或是人在后面逼我念，还算轻松，也算压力，担心自己会花太多时间。


假期太快乐，我现在不敢回去看日历，担心自己要到回去工作的时候，心情一定很低落。
其实现在也很低落了，也该好好读过这一个月的短暂假期。

认清事实

瞧瞧吧，这世间人们的欢笑
是否妒忌？
不清楚社会法则还真的毁了不少时间
精力
也许现在也该清醒成为
现实的奴隶
为钱奔跑吧 为财富所活
快乐只是奢侈品
梦想只是传说
传说有人追梦想得到了
快乐了
你是传说吗？
将头埋在电脑前老板在身后
同事在旁耻笑
在钱的面前 你就得低头
是否为出生感到自卑？
是否为无能感到愤怒？
平凡的你，认清事实吧！

第一次辞职

人生总有很多第一次，这是我人生第一次辞职而且还是裸辞。
我在13日丢了信将于一个月后正式脱离星洲职员职位，接下来的我就是过度自由的我。
没有工作的我，就是漂浮的船当然很危险，随时会遇上缺钱的瓶颈，或是逃税的罪名。
但是我比较过不辞职和辞职的快乐与不快乐，辞职唯一的不快乐就在于此罢了，不过不辞职的不快乐却是远远超出我的精神、心理、生活影响。
我昨晚睡觉躺在床上深思，突然发现这一切都符合天时、地理、人和。
我3月15日刚好遇上了毕业典礼，我作为新职员第一年并没有申请假期的资格，请问我该如何去毕业典礼吗？不可能，接下来人和，我本身并不喜欢这份工已造成我身体上很大的影响。
我相信同事一定也会问道我辞职原因（尤其还是大学同学或是学姐），我想了千百个理由，面对不同的人我可以有不同的回答吧。

还在犹豫的那个时候，我没有向任何同事透露过我的想法，然而却又女同事在我们两个独处的时候问了我这个问题，我也不撒谎诚实地回答了。那一瞬间我感到身体舒畅，特别愉快，我也无需再压抑或是伪装自己很喜欢这份工，很努力地在完成。几天后，我交了辞职信。

或许只做了五个月对履历不是很好，但或许我的标准就是，喜欢就干不喜欢就不干。难道你不觉得吗？人生太多事要烦，太多事让你很不快乐，在我掌控之中，我选择让我快乐。

接下来，寻找下一份工要更谨慎，要让自己快乐！
我已经开始体会找工的难，毕竟我到处丢了履历也无结果，这就是“求”职啊！
老天爷会对我好的，对吧，心里盼望着！

星洲编辑

实习结束，迎来是毕业的祝福，同时是踏入社会、大人生活圈子。对于我这一个无知的小孩，眼前的一切如恶魔吹起的黑色巨浪，我该如何驱走呢？

毕业证书未获可又不想荒废整整半年的时间，在父母的提议之下到星洲面试，对政治一点了解都没有的我，竟然录取了。试用期三个月，第一个月开始训练，主要内容是排版和为新闻稿打题。当时得到新鲜感，从未想过有一天会淡化。到了第二个月，正式上阵的时候，肩上压着不少力量，从而让脑袋生了忧虑。见了心理医生，情况好了许多，就做多了一个月。第四个月，获得正式录取成了星洲的一员，然而我没有为此高兴。诚实地说，是少了之前的忧虑不过依然忘不了心里的乏味，这工作也太无聊了。开始到处寻工，选择跳槽，来了几通公司的电话，依旧不是我喜好。最近，收到了一通杂志公司寻找编写旅游文章的撰稿人，唯一的条件是要成交一份文章。许久没有写稿的我，开始动笔，老实说我并不满意，毕竟我不曾去过那个地方多数网上资料，但虽如此我希望依然可以接受我，我想逃离的不止是星洲乏味的排版员职位，而是想解放我的自由。

心里总是孤单，难道无处可去，迷茫的心只有我拥有吗？

人生的路，也太孤单了！

没得放假的新年假期近日补上，我回到大学四处走走，觉得这里生活如此简单。再加上房间多一个人陪我说话，心安静不少。假期结束后，我又再次回去面对排版电脑，天啊！如果是一场噩梦，麻烦有人叫我醒来，好吗？

找到天职的朋友，愿你一切安好！

我在道路上无法与你同行，相信你应该了解泥菩萨处境，

但我真心祝福你！

实习中

进入实习场地，这是个殡葬业场地。

快乐进入，快乐离开，有始有终，不错！

8月就毕业了，离开了，出社会了！

我也打算进入殡葬业这行了，祝福我！

大三了

114个学分了，接下来剩这个学期的论文和实习，今年9月结束大学生涯。
应该说什么，转过头跟别人说：“拜拜，还没毕业的人，我先走了”？还是说：“你们加油，我先去送死了？”。

大概前个学期，创作老师问起最近是否还在坚持创作这一行，我想起在最后一趟她的课交上的功课，题目是：“我没有才华”的一篇散文。想想那边散文留下我不少的眼泪。

好像再更早前，一位词选的老师问起我们手写日记的习惯，想说将来出名了手写日记也是一本可以刊登的书。

基础班的时候，也谈起日记是锻炼文笔最好的练习。

该紧张了，我，是时候了
多久没写日记了？这网页，该清掉青苔了。

虽说这学期没有上课，这是我完美策划后的结果，当然也感恩没有出意外，但是我最大的工作就是论文了。论文，怎么写？我还真的不知道为什么上学第一部分可以A-，大概他也乱来的。

论文，论文，论文
啊！不要提醒我！

开学的第一天，是累死的，也不奇怪，小学时的妈妈，中学时的妈妈，开学日都让她们忙到忘了吃饭。我干了啥？注册科目，还书（罚了钱），找实习地点。最后一个最累了吧，结束了走回家的那条路，太阳的照射早就让我身体熟透了。

明天写论文吧？好！
我与明天的约定。

心理学功课

Introduction to Psychology
我的课程表竟然有这科！！！！！！！
每个星期都有个功课就是写blog！！！
开了个新blog， wordpress!
https://jiyunlifestyle.wordpress.com/

当然是心理学功课所以是写英语的，我自己本人是没有什么负担不过看的人或许有很多负担因为有很多broken english.。我还是shared 吧！上个星期是写什么为什么拿心理学然后在课上体验是怎样滴而这个星期就是special moment！原谅我的broken english，我好久没用英文了！

First met with Harith Iskander

Firstly, I need to mention about this week Psychology’s work, I am not really understand about writing special event from psychology perspectives, so in this work I will only share my memorable event.

I have so many special events but I just choose recent one.

Harith Iskander, a Malaysia comedian. I am quite surprised that none of my friends and family members are interested on him. I know him since I was a child, I know he is a comedian but do not take notice on him but there’s one day I saw a video about he talks about CSI. The way he tells joke its not only about speaking out words, his moves, the background music, and make out sound with his own mouth make me admire him. Maybe his jokes its not funny for other country of people because different country will have different jokes but as a Malaysian, I understand his jokes and make me laugh. Because of this, I am quite happy I am a Malaysian. We have such a so funny comedian in our country and tells the jokes that will only Malaysian will understand.

Speaking about meeting him, there was a event called Rendezvous, organised by Accounting Society. They had invited Harith Iskander to share his experienced on working and the turn of his life —— how he becomes a comedian. One of the community member is my friend, so I asked for the ticket just online, quite good, I do not need to walk to Block K and register. Harith Iskander appear in second session on 9.30pm. He walks to the stage, people under stage cheered for him. He was just appeared infront of the audience. For me, its so unreal because I always watch him on a computer screen but that time was a real living person just appeared and I saw him with my own eyes. He shared his life experienced with us and also see through the Malaysia education system. I remember he said he had done for a assignment and he worked very hard searching for information and used quotes but his lecturer only gave him 64 marks out of 100. He was not happy and consulted the lecturer and the lecturer said his assignment was good but the thing is he did not write about his own thinking on it. He replied to his lecturer and said:”Hey, I am Malaysian, I don’t think!”. It was funny to me but this is true, the primary and secondary education system does not teach student to think. The answer is already prepared for student to memorize and all the students will write a same correct answer and pass the test.

He said he is not a natural funny person, his first job is working on a advertising company. He starts to complain about the job and he realize he does not like the job and want to change. He wrote a resign letter and gave to his boss. His boss asked him:” where you wanna go?” but Harith is only said:” I don’t know”. Its seem quite impetuous for this act but this is how his life changes.When he decides to start comedy show, he did a lot of work to make his talks interesting. This is how he succeed his dream. There was somebody who is talented and a gifted from God but somebody aren’t but the talent can be trained only by effort. I learn this lesson from him. I have a dream and I will succeed one day.

He said he had met a couple who is well-being. Its a long story and I don’t think want shared it but in conclusion he said:” No matter how Malaysia is going on, the most important thing is how the Malaysian behave”. I agree too, the country does not make who we are, no matter how Malaysia is going into wealthy country or poor country, the most important thing is we as a Malaysian will make it right, make ourselves a good person. There was a Q&A session and one of the audience asked for his biggest wish, he said:” I want to make other country of people to have first impression about Malaysia is comedy” .What a big wish! I hope my idol, Harith Iskander achieves his dream and I can achieve mine to meet you again.

In conclusion, meeting own idol its never been easy. I am happy in my whole life I have met Harith Iskander, the most funniest people in the world. I will remember the message that you have shared with me, I hope you can achieve your dream, Goodbye! Mr. Harith Iskander! Hope to see you next time!